I am supposed to be sleeping now, but instead i am here staring into the empty space here, trying to fill it up with words.

The truth is I am bored and i don’t want to sleep. I have been acting quite weird lately.

Hmmm. Hellu little friendster bloggie. I tried to change my blog’s header but i just couldn’t find for the right one. It doesn’t feels perfect. I tried the dingdong cat, ultraman, eyes, tears, sun, star, sad, happy, deep in thought, but none of them fit into the concept of this thing.

It doesn’t feels frustrating but feels quite nice, it is like trying to find for the perfect one. Trying to see if I can express it in different ways.

And why is it that dee and me is so similar in so many ways but yet different in so many ways as well.

It is actually nice to stay up late because it is peaceful but then it is depressing when you think of the effects toward our health if we always sleep late. But about 95% of the people whom i know sleeps after 1am. I know two friends who sleeps around 10 pm. And they are smart people. Brilliant people. Haha, but not to say others are stupid. Maybe there is a link some where.

Oh no, I am getting sleepy already..

But i want to see the world sleep before me.. It feels like I am flying over the cities and watching the cities light switched off one by one. Then the wind will be blowing at me.. blowing my curls.. and i fly to the moon and sit on it just like how Dreamworks do it and watch the stars..

And i have a harp. So I play the harp. And i have the nice eerie but also a comforting voice singing for the peaceful night to stay and be my company…

I have a baby. His name is monmon. But I am not his biological mom, but he doesn’t calls me mommy. he calls me sister.

I get many emails and read many articles about cramps on your lucky day. mom says drink warm milk, my teacher said eat more primrose oil, i prefer to put a bottle of warm water on the affected area, or prick my finger with a needle so that the pain on my finger will be stronger than the cramps so i forget about the cramp and focus on the pain on the finger and start to think how to stop the bleeding instead.

Hahaha.

That is so not true. i don’t do that. But i think some people actually do that. But the last thing i will do is eating pain killers.

Today is a very hot day. On a very hot day, you would usually want to bathe with cold water. But i bathed with hot water in the middle of a hot day. It felt so good.

It is like a very warm thing going around your body and warms your muscles and ease the pain.

And the pain left. It was like magic!

It would have been even better if i have a bath tub and filled it up with very warm water and add some tea leaves and soak in it. I will smell like tea!