so what have i learned from my first month of nothingness?

to improve on something, you gotta let go of your fears of consequences and look further.

it is not easy to do it, but most of the time, time will help.

as time is an essence to maturity.

i think so.

I woke up at 730 with a very blur mind. My head ached some how like i had comsumed a large amount of alcohol the night before. I letf the bed and walked to my study table. I spotted my phone and pressed a button. Clement left me a message. He reached the peak already and he is on the way down from the peak. I checked the time I received his message, 733am. Not bad i told myself. I was happy that he was doing alright.

When to the toilet to get myself cleaned. Came home late yesterday, didn’t had the strength to bathe, so i took a shower just morning and washed my hair.

I came down and dump my clothes into the laundry basket. The hall was filled with insence smell. I saw mom burn big joss sticks for the deities. I wonder what special day is today is. I took the laptop and put it on my lap. I pressed the little round button on the centre of the keyboard. The laptop came to life. I typed in my password and waited. And waited.

Then i clicked Internet Explorer. I went to mail.yahoo.com and sign in to my account. I saw a message from Yahoo!Answer. I received a message from another user. I was slightly excited. I wonder what would the other user want to tell me. I was slightly disappointed when the message was telling me something about Christianity. I wonder what did I do which made him send me a message. I read the message a few times than usual as it was quite interesting. I given up on Yahoo!Answers already ever since that day they suspended my account for some unreasonable reason.

They killed my mood for it.