I am going through a period of stress and my stupid cough is back. It is my stress induced cough. i realised ever since last year, everytime my exams are near i will get this three months duration of coughing and my best friend is fisherman’s friend. Ate until i felt like vomiting. to think of the taste and just the smell of it, makes me feel like puking.

Argh!! everyday i keep thinking about my studies, am i going to die with it? this term break i also didn’t really get real rest. I am either studying something i don’t understand which made me used up a lot of my energy due to frustration or i am either outside doing stuff. I feel so tired. i can’t imagine myself sitting for those exams right now.

I just hope my stress level won’t reach critical level. It is not worth it dying for my books. i hate my books. trying hard to breathe, trying hard to forget about stress and be happy and smile and be char like how char used to be. tired.

no mood wanna talk adi. just wanna be myself and be happy.

tired.