Last night, after finishing some stuff in college, we went to the club. We were having a trekkers dinner, celebrating the success of the 13 people who managed to climb Mount Kinabalu. Actually this dinner was more for the success of the older people who managed to conquer their fears but win their ego. There were 3 slide shows to be enjoyed, one box of wine to finish and an ordinary Chinese dinner to munch on. They were all planning to go to FRIM today for their training today.

Bro wanted to follow too and asked if we were coming. We agreed seeing that he seldom say that he wants to join us. We told dad we wanted to follow and he was like OK.

Then we went home when Dad was still in the club’s karaoke with other trekkers drinking and singing and getting drunk.

Got home and hug mother kitty. I accidentally smelled her face and it smelled fishy. Then i panicked. She could had just passed some deadly virus to me. I was scared. I went online for a while before i went to my room and fell asleep.

before i fell asleep, i was still thinking about my fishy smelling cat. The thought of me dying came into my thoughts. I was frightened. I imagined seeing dee seeing me on my death bed. I felt so sad and sorry leaving her alone in this world. then i fell asleep with a heavy feeling in my heart.

While sleeping, some one knocked on the door. In a dizzy state caused by the wine and the negative emotions, i saw dad at the door. He then said, " tomorrow we won’t go trekking." and i said OK. Then i wasn’t sure what did he say because usually he won’t just tell us that we won’t be going trekking without a reason. The i asked again,"Har? tomorrow we won’t be trekking ar?" and he said yes. I think he was drunk or something.

Felt some disappointment, seeing that first time my bro wanted to follow and dad canceled it. sigh. Went back to sleep.

Woke up about 4 something because it was raining heavily. With thunder and the sound of water beads hitting the road surface, i felt a little bit like drowning but also in comfort. haha.

Woke up by 7. Rain has stopped. Bro came into room wondering why are we all still sleeping, only to find out he wasn’t going to play this morning.

Feeling ever so plain. Saw some one sent me a smile on friendster.