I miss my friends from my school! I went visiting all of them just now, i mean their friendster profile. All of them seem to be scattered all around the peninsular, every one placed at different colleges and universities in Malaysia.

I miss talking in BM everyday. I miss hearing my friends talking to me in BM and i reply them in English. I miss learning different cultural things from them, i miss sharing my culture with them too. I miss the times when race was not an issue, when all of us just live as one, although there were times the race thing did pop up, but it was the adults fault. Stupid teacher.

Everyday i receive emails about the race issues in Malaysia, i feel sad because people despise other races, thinking that all of them are bad, when i know they are not. I hate hearing people calling other races with other names like for Indians, people call them ‘tausi’ as in black bean paste, just because they are black. I hate those people, but the thing is, i kept hearing this in my home, those who say this doesn’t respect me, because i have a best friend who is an Indian. While i hear people calling Muslim girl and ladies as ‘pautau’, as in wrapped head just because of their tudung. Again, i hear this at home and they don’t respect me because i have Malay friends. Some times i just want to scream at them and tell them to simply shut up and go to hell, stop calling them names like as though you like people calling Chinese in bad ways.

Yes, i hate it very much for people who does not respect other people, and they do not need my respect.

I miss them all very much, I hope to meet them some day again. But there is a little thing in my heart which make me feel slightly sad, maybe when i get older, when i get to meet them at last, they might despise Chinese so much due to brainwashing’s of bad people and politician’s, i might lose my friends.

No matter what, I hope God bless them, and hope they can succeed in their life.