If you feel that you are having a bad luck one day, just go online and you will feel that your luck has changed. Why? All over the screen there will be pop ups telling you that you are the 99,999 visitor and you won One Million USD!! or you won an ipod or something like that.

Well actually I am just bored. I am waiting for time to pass by and go to college for TKD. I hope it will be a good training today. Let me just keep my finger cross.

It is so boring. I mean my holidays. All I will do is watch tv, study, napping and go online. Not like I have the mood to watch any movies also with my exam reminder keeps popping in my brain. Studying is ok but I feel so unlucky that now my neighbor house is under going renovation. I just have to pretend the drilling sounds are the sounds of bird chirping or the wave slapping the surface of the rocks. It’s good I have good imaginations.

But today, I am starting to like Organic Chemistry. It suddenly made sense to me after studying few months about it. I found enlightenment in organic chemistry.

After a very "hard" day studying weird things about atoms and invisible forces of the wild wild Earth, I usually go online and spend some quality time with My fluff at facebook. But recently, i just found out that it doesn’t gives me any satisfaction, instead i feel stupid wasting time with the stupid fluff, but i am going to visit it later after i am done writing this. Then online, there is nothing much to do really. Read Kennysia’s blog but I don’t find it a good blog anymore, think of things to write my shared blog, clear my mails, and just chat with my friends on Msn messenger teasing they like who who.. I know, it is very pathetic but seriously at this moment, I feel very empty.

I really want to go out, do some shopping or something more than what i am doing now. But stupid exam has tied my up to my responsibilities. I know, i can go out then come home to study but when i go out, i won’t come home again =D I am surprised how i still can hold on to this stupid nonsense.

Yea, it is actually a stupid nonsense to dee and char how we study so hard over the same thing for a few months. It’s like learning nothing new. It is not like by going through your note over and over again you will see new things, instead we just go through it just to memorize them. We can live without learning SO deeply about atomic structure or invisible forces of the wild wild Earth. Instead I like learning about survival skills more than anything else. But too bad, to know more about it I will have to join the army.