I feel so tired! Ngo chen hai hou hou gui ah! test test test.. in my head all i ever think now is test test test and it is only mock! these stupid test are like pest. I feel so tired. I feel so sleepy. If i’m not studying, i’ll be sleeping or watching tv..

But every time i wake up, i have to force my self to study. It is not voluntary thing but a forcing thing already. Some times it just feel so stupid. Make me feel stupid too because i feel it’s stupid. And it is bad. I am so not enjoying it. I can’t wait for this weekend to come. I will be seeing my bowling friends again. Well i hope they will come. Seeing them is such a nice feeling. What more can i ask for after a tiring week.

I think I am getting small migraines too. And i don’t know why was i shaking while i was studying just now. Imagine that. Even my body is telling me not to study. It is scaring my body that i shake while i study! ok it is just some nonsense about my body being scared.

And it is boring. Studying like this is boring. Besides that, I don’t understand why? Why is it that people get so upset over their mock exam marks. Why? I feel happy with what i get. I smile. I fail also i smile but its a little different smile. hahaha. Learning new things is so fun! But studying it into such details is horrible. We don’t need to know so much to survive. Like what people say ignorant is a bliss. Cuddling char char is a bliss too. So when you see me, please hug me. I need hugs to survive.