Maybe it is just an excuse, but ever since yesterday i saw the dead body on Jalan Kuching while on our way to Bukit Gasing, I feel.. sad. It was still, early in the morning, about 7am, when a life of a person has reached its end. Some his family member will receive a phone call about his death.

Then I feel that my mom can’t really connect with us, too stress over her work and get so easily irritated by people. Making her screaming and shouting at home, cause me to just feel like hiding myself in a hole.

I sometimes hate being a human, like for this instance, because humans have feelings, deep feelings especially  when they miss a place, or a person or an event, and its nearly december.

I love my friends and i get really down when there is a slight change in it, I’m just sensitive. It’s bad, I use feelings more than my brain and logic  just because i believe that, it is all about feelings and never logic. Because logic is based on feelings if you didn’t realise.

This post make me feel even worse. I have too much negative energy, i need to discard them.