if she really loves me. But she is a cat, so i don’t really know. But i don’t know why do i want to know. Not like it will make any difference how i will treat her from then on.

When she is hungry, she knows how to open the mosquito net and climb the stairs and come to my room door and start meowing. Why choose my door but not my brother’s door?

That day brother found her sleeping on our bed. Why? is it because of my smell? I hug her too much?

That day after my climb to Klang Gate Ridge, i sat beside dee and sleep, and kitty sat beside me and lick. usually she don’t sit beside me. But maybe she misses me? I thoguth she has no feelings.

Is it true that love is a universal language where all organism can understand?

I just don’t want to see her die. If she wants to die, go die far far away from me. I don’t think i can stand seeing her dead body.