Many people do not know what i want to be besides being a green freak. I am a green freak but i like to be other freaks too. Being a freak is nice because at least i am focus at some thing but not just doing something lightly. Freak equal to focus. Study freak is a study focuser. hakhak.

I wanna be a psychologist because i wanna know humans better and manipulate them and even myself so that i can find ways to conquer our weakness by lying to one self and rule the world.

Lawyer because i like to talk and talk and talk, at home i talk a lot especially to my dad and Dee until they get fed up but when you put me in a group of strangers or aliens friends i will just shut my mouth because i don’t like new people and i am a very the very sensitive girl who is very conscious about herself and when she talks with strangers, she feel that they are bad people and she just don’t trust them. Okay, anyway i like to do research on what i have and present it to my dad and Dee because at home they are the only people who listens to me and i like to convince them that what i found out it true although some times i was just lying, but just testing if my face expression worked out or not but seriously, i am not that bad as you think i am. But maybe i am.

Background dancer because i like to dance at the back of big people and join in the fun but don’t want people to look at me but just look at the singer and let me do my thing and enjoy my time dancing on the stage happily with my other friends. I always dream myself doing that. Hakhak.

Philosopher because i like to think about things which people don’t usually thing and think about complicating stuff which has no meaning so i have to try to find out what does it mean then only i can sleep if not i can think the whole night. One way to find enlightenment too. But i actually don’t want to find enlightenment and be a Buddha, maybe for now but not sure later, because life on earth is so interesting and i like how Goddess of Mercy didn’t want to be a Buddha because she wants to help people and earth. Maybe you have misunderstood me but what i want is to stay here and learn about people and help people and have a meaningful life.

Observer ( if there is such an occupation ) because i like to see what are people doing and what are they thinking and learn about their flaws and goodness and teach me to be a better person because every human being is different as each of us have a different concept of life and we live life by that concept of ours.

I used to think of being a hair stylist is cool because i can style people’s hair but i find that it has no meaning to me any more because i will just style people’s hair and not learn anything.

I even thought of taking up religious studies after going for my moral classes in college because it is philosophy to me but of course if i were to take up any of it, it won’t be soon. But it is some thing i wish to do later in life if i have the chance and money.