i was bored and i am still bored.

feel so different lately and it doesn’t mean it is a good feeling. i feel that the world is leaving me behind and i have to work hard to catch up but i am just so lazy and tired.

I went gymming today to work on my stamina for my mt kinabalu climb. It was fun but seriously, WHY IS IT SO HARD TO SWEAT? i was panting and there were so little sweat. It was all just vapour. Then i did some stretching and i thought i broke a tendon or something like that. It was frightening.  but i think my muscle just shift its place because now no  more pain. Yea, no sweat hor.

Then we watched a movie after that. My body temperature went up. Going to get sick soon. sigh. stupid exam is torturing me. why am i char.. sigh.

la la mui..

people get disgusted when ever they see them, but some are attracted to them. Interesting.

I don’t really like them because they are hunting for attention when there are other better things to do like feed stray cats at the back streets. but one thing which i like about them is that, they get to express them self and they are not afraid. unlike me.

Expressing one self is always good, it only depends on how do you express it. I express it by breathing hard because i don’t wish to tell anyone about it =D

But do you realised that what lala mui wear are actually pretty clothes? only that they mix it so badly it looks horrible and horrifying. If only i could be like them.

It’s ok if people talk about them. usually it is because they are jealous that they don’t have the courage to express them self as well as the lala muis. Who cares of what people say. We live our life our way because it’s ours, not theirs.