I went to the temple yesterday. This year i felt different than other years because maybe I believe in god more than I used to. We went there in the evening.

People wore white. I wore brown. Felt a bit out. But anyways, my family got blessed quite a few times. There were quite some interesting things to see. So many young people quite surprised me.I thought of going for a blood donation there, but my dad said I’m too thin. They won’t accept my blood. I think he was..dunno. I thought of joining the procession but my parents thought i was joking. They don’t take dee and me seriously. Never. But when they realized i was serious, i had no mood already. i want to do good deeds but none was done.

Ate crabs at night. Felt weird because not supposed to eat meat but we ate crabs. I had a sudden crave for crabs yesterday. I couldn’t do much.