I know my mom loves me. But sometimes she just drives me crazy. I like going to OBS, but last year when we went there, before we left she said she was angry we are going there AGAIN. Make her worry for nothing. But you know what? For the whole year, we didn’t go for a vacation, study like crazy for SPM, of course OBS is the best place to be. Besides she always say she wants to go for a vacation with us but she can’t take leave from her work. So? What she want me to do? Stay and rot at home? sigh.

Fine. This year she said it’s a bad year for us. We are forbidden to go back to OBS this year. We listen to her. Don’t want her to worry again. Good daughter. But studying like crazy for A levels isn’t fun. I want to go out for a vacation during my holidays!! So a month ago i said i want to go see Angkor Wat at Cambodia. One whole family. She say what for go there because we will be visiting one place only. Then i say, its OK ward. But one parent say no, means not going. Fine. She say go to some where nicer like Europe and other places when it’s easy to be said, not easy to be done. My parents just like to say only but they don’t do it. We have to do it. Hangat -hangat tahi ayam only.

Fine, since they don’t have any REAL plans to go anywhere for our holidays,I thought of going to Taman Negara with my group of friends. My father said OK. Go and have fun. But while I was searching for more info yesterday for the trip, my mom found out. She said why not we whole family go Pulau Redang instead or visit Hong Kong then me going to Taman Negara. YOU tell me, how should I feel???? I asked her before, she say don’t want. Now when I have plans, she do that to me? She ask me why Taman Negara. So dangerous. IT IS NOT DANGEROUS ARGH!!!! i feel like screaming. I really like outdoor and she don’t let me go near them. It is so sad you know! Compare to OBS activities, these are just light activities only! You think I have never thought of what she said to us before? And she has been to Taman Negara before!! ARGH!!! Sure some of you will say ‘ just stay out of outdoor activity for this whole year for my mom’s sake.’ Well, I don’t feel it’s that simple. It’s like telling her not to go shopping for one whole year. Can she do that? I don’t think so. That is what I feel. If I don’t go this year, I won’t have the chance for the next few years. So what should I do? WHAT SHOULD I DO?