It seems to be repeating over and over again and it’s nobody’s fault. I have an evil inside of me which i wish to kill. I want to kill it because it’s killing me. Torturing me mentally. I always dream my self holding a gun shooting people. I dream of shooting everyone in the world and in the end shoot myself. Of course it’s just a dream. maybe there is a reason why i dream of shooting people. Surroundings affects your behavior. So if you think that your behavior is bad, and you don’t like it, you wish to destroy it. Destroy the source of it. So in the end  you destroy your surroundings which are people around us because you believe by doing that you will kill your bad surroundings.

Don’t worry I won’t kill myself or kill anyone. It’s just some weird thinking of mine which i like to share with people. maybe you have the same opinion as mine too.