Valentine’s day is coming. I feel very plain. No lovey dovey at all. Plain. Every night I would listen to songs, mostly classical and English opera song just to cetuskan some spark in me. Cannot work. Very bored instead. The songs make me numb.

Then yesterday i went to the book store. I told dee we should buy a novel about romance to create ‘the’ atmosphere this month. She told me to choose the book which shows the most skin because that one paling ‘chee kick’ hahaha. But i didn’t buy in the end. Don’t want to dirty my mind.

hahaha I feel very funny these days. I keep laughing at myself for nothing. Like a mad girl only. A girl in her own world… hahaha