Today I read a news about two sisters hanged in their home i guess. They were forced to be a prostitute or some sort that is why they killed them selves. The thing is, their names are same as my sis and i. Chinese name. Only the surname different if not my mom will get heart attack already.

I am not too disturbed by that actually, only that i find it weird of course. I am not scared of dying because if my time has come, i will have to go, so scared of what? I should enjoy my time instead.

Anyway I am sad that the two sisters died because i feel connected to them and they are sisters just like my sis and i. I don’t think you can understand how I feel. It’s like both of us could have been in their position.