I don’t know why this phrase sound so familiar to me, I think It’s a Chinese drama title but isn’t that Perish In The Name Of Love? Anyway I don’t have time to perish myself in the name of love.
Ever since i came back from OBS, I become a bit lost of things around me. I am a blur person now and everyday i have nothing better else to do than feeding my kitties and cleaning the house. Very bored. I wonder when will i have my life again. I feel useless.
What can I do to make life interesting again? What can I do? Hmm? Hmm? I feel feelingful again.. Weeeee… I’m thinking of nonsense again.. weeee…
Hahaha I am such a coward.I think I know what I want but I don’t dare to go for it. Should i go for it? Or maybe I still don’t understand myself. I need a wise person to help me. Argh!!! No one to talk to. I want but I don’t want. Argh!! Help me.. Very san fu.eeeeeee!!!!
Just came back from OBS as a course assistant (CA). Very tired. But it’s different this time as compared to a participant. Usually when i come home i will feel that i have changed a lot but not this time.
More sadness than happiness actually. But i met a group of interesting people who gave some impact on my life. And I think I changed a little bit as in more responsible and confident. Well, that is better than nothing at all right? Well, looking forward to meet my bowling friends again this new year eve adn merry christmast every one. May god be with you.