Last weekend, sis and I cut our hair. I actually wanted to get rid of my long hair and have a nice cute short hair style but guess what? the hair stylist didn’t let me cut off my hair..
She said, cutting it off very wasted. So she layered it until.. very layered. I told her ” shorter please ” then she always say too short not nice. I wanted it as short as possible. Very irritating my hair. When i saw her cut alot of my hair i was very happy. I was hoping she didn’t realised she made my hair too short. But anyway she was still in control of my hair and i was not although it’s my hair and my mom’s money.
Anyway it’s not as long as it used to be already, and i look like a girl who have curves on her hair. It curves now by the way. I don’t look like a ghost anymore when i let my hair down. I am pretty once more.

Hehehe yesterday Dad told me that he has informed the Raintree Club ballroom dancing instructor that we will be joining his/ her class soon which will be after SPM!!! Yay!! I always thought that my wish to learn how to dance will be forgotten because in my family, if you are not desperate enough you won’t get it. This help save unnecessary money spending. It has always been my dream to learn dancing.. At least now, the probability of joining the class goes up to 60%!! Yay!! Can’t wait!! Can’t wait!!

Today the 24th November is a very special day. It is our 4th friendship annivarsary with Kelvin!! Kelvin is my very first penpal and holds the strongest penpal friendship i could i ever find. Usually penpals and online friends friendships don’t last long maybe just only a few months but not a few years, after that all you ever say is just hello and bye bye. So it’s a BIG achievement.
If he is working at this age, i think we would celebrate it like as though it’s our 4 years of wedding annivarsary. But of course it is not hehehehe. Dee, me and kelvin maybe will go out watch a movie and have a candle light dinner threegather and exchanging gifts and huggies.
But we have to wait for like few more years before we can actually do that because he lives up north and we live futher down south. But I can’t wait to meet him. Three of us don’t find each other attractive at all, so when we meet we won’t expect any WHOA factor. I think our meeting will be pure and simple if that mean anything at all.
Forgot to say, he is a student not a working guy. He is very clean if you get what i mean. Not sicky. If you get what I mean. But I don’t think you get what I mean because all you ever think is bad bad things if you get what I mean.
Yay weekends!! Can restore my power before sitting for the science subjects next week. SPM I am going to crush you.

Couple-ing in most people’s eyes are bad. I agree with them. Actually I don’t really care that much but some times it just pisses me off. Do you know what of them pisses me off?
Before they have a girlfriend or a boy friend, they buddy buddy with us. I thought we could have live happily ever after as a group of happy people. But anyway, once they have this so called life companion with them, they have their own world to them self. They forget about people around them including their buddy buddy friends. When they see their buddies buddies they treat us like we are invisible. Don’t you find that cruel?
Nevermind, so its normal and natural of us to dump this kind of friends away, our tears are to precious to cry over them bla bla bla what ever. THEN the tricky part comes in. PUTUS CINTA. SAT LUEN. Then they start calling us or their other buddies to teman them just because they feel lonely,sad, devastated, no more hope and meaning in their lives but forgoten how they treated us when they were in their fairytale love story. Once they are owhkay and has got over with the sad event, they find new life-companion-to-be and they whole cycle will repeat again. I HATE THIS KIND OF PEOPLE!
There are just somethings i feel disgusted about people. I need to get it out of my chest. But not all people that i know are that bad, just some only. I have planned to forget about them anyways. I have no time for people like this. You disgust me.

This week will be the last week of whateverineedtodo week before sitting for my first SPM paper. The thing is, what ever that i am reading now doesn’t go into my head already. I’m worried about myself being not worried that I am sitting for my papers next week. I am taking things too easy at this period.

I am bored. Everyday things repeats. I have ten subjects to revise but it’s too little to keep me entertain but not that i will get good results for all of them. It’s so boring and its driving me mad!!!

Now i feel like vomiting when ever i thing of it. But its going to end soon. Just a few more days.. a few more days.. worse come to worse dont’ study at all, instead preparing mentally to face the test which is actually more important. Well, true.. yay speaking to myself helps me resolve me own problems. yay = (

Eversince Papa has retired, life has been easy for us espeacially when all we ever do is eat, sleep and study.
Studying for the whole day is no fun at all, but food changes everything.
Papa will bring the food to us since he has nothing better else to do, but I think he enjoys doing that to : )
All you need to do is own a phone and SMS Papa to let him know you need food when you are hungry like this ( but this went a little wrong coz he was busy, this doesn’t always happen ) :

char: Hungree
papa: Bought butter cake. Hav drinks wid fren now
char: We wait for food?
papa: No.
char: I dun understand. Wat u meaning? The cake is home?
papa: Cake in my car. Me hav drink wid fren now.
char: So we no food to eat now? We go starving now?
papa: Yes u starve now.

So we went food hunting in the kitchen instead. Ate mazey( for vitamins and minerals), peanuts( protein ), milo( pleasure ), acar (fibers to shit well ), Muruku(for my itchi gums), and pears( too many fruits in the fridge).

Yay going To OBS as a CA after SPM!!! No need dee to pretent to be me coz both also selected!! wee!! wee!! wee!!

I remember last year during the kayak trip back to OBS from Pangkor was really a life ending experience. I never thought i would ever capsize because I am a steady girl of course. It wasn’t my fault, the sea was too Too choppy, like can eat and swallow anyone on it’s surface.

When i capsized i lost my mosquito repellent which was brand new and had the brand called mossi guard. It was floating on the sea when Rameash came to the rescue (I felt sad because i felt stupid carrying it while kayaking. I mean there won’t be mosquitoes there on the sea. And if i didn’t bring it, it will still be with me until now).

Anyway Rameash was like a hero to me at that time, because i thought sooner or later Foong and me will crash into the rocks about 30 meters away from us, BUT we were saved at last!! Next, Foong and me fought the sea again but i was still frightened. I though we would never make it back to my bed in the dorm.

Then it was rafting time. Ben dear hold his paddle up and wave it like mad. When we rafted, the boy who puked the day before had parked his kayak just beside me. He was complaining. He said " WHY ARE WE ALL RAFTING? CAN’T WE JUST MOVE?!?! I FEEL SICK LAH!!" I pitied him, so i said " TRY LOOKING FURTHER AND BREATHE IN… AND OUT.. "  and guess what, he was so pissed off when i talked to him. He gave me this look like " Hey I wasn’t talking to you ".. I was just trying to help. And i didn’t want him to vomit in my kayak again because he definitely won’t vomit in his own kayak.