This post is about a book. Nothing much about me but my interpretation of the book.
A brief history of time by Stephen hawking is a hard book to understand but still i learned a few things from it and i still have not reached half the book yet. I learned that before the Big Bang, there wasn’t any explosion as loud as this explosion happen before in recorded history, hehehe just joking. Actually before the Big Bang, there was no time. Deep.
Then they also say that light does not travel at a finite speed because very strong gravitational force like from the Black Hole can slow it down and in the end suck the light. Not like what we learn in school saying that light travels at 1,079,252,848.8 km/h.
This is a little bit stupid, but i also learned that the Black Hole is not a hole at all, but a light sucking dead star.
I also learn that THE SPACE IS FOUR DIMENSIONAL!! I never knew four dimensional world exist!!
Lastly, since the space is expanding, so there must be a time when all the things in the space were close together!! That means we could actually jump from one planet to the other!! Scary.
Scientist are actually finding a theory called The Unified Theory which can make us predict the future, see the past and find all the answers of the universe. But the thing is, this theory can also predict what humans do as we are part of the universe. So our capability to find this theory also lies in this theory. This theory will decide whether we can find this theory or not. In my opinion, this question is like the chicken or egg question- " Which came out first? The chicken or the egg?" Don’t you think so?
Actually there are many more but its too deep that i don’t get it. What to do, my vocabularies are as low as my cat’s.
Apa yg diajar dalam sains, bukan semuanya benar. Cuma kebanyakannya anggapan manusia sahaja. Maklumlah, kita hanya manusia biasa, tidak tahu semua jawapan dalam dunia ini. Selamat Hari Raya and Happie Deebavalie!!
I feel very angry right now. Many people treat teachers like angels which is good but you don’t know some teachers just treat us like shit and i am sorry to say it is all because of the race issue.
Since primary, we have been studying in national type school which are very malayish because we live in a Malay area. But we are not complaining. We really respect our Malay friends and people who we interact with and it is all done with SINCERITY from our heart. So it’s normal to ask some respect back, am I right?
But what is wrong with some people in this bloody school of mine who doesn’t respect people who has a different race and religion? Today I did some mistakes because i was dreaming. Teacher asked me why got so many mistakes. Then you know what she continue saying? She said " Itu la beza orang yang puasa dan tak puasa."
What kind of teacher is that who says such thing to their students? We have never done anything indecent in school from the first day we put our foot there. We follow their Malay tradition of doing things, some times learn more about Islam and much more. The only thing we did ‘wrong’ was eating in the canteen during the fasting month and people start to criticize us. Come on, we hide and eat to avoid causing any uneasiness for those who fast, we tolerate. You mean you want us to join in and baca your doa with you and fast with you too? Isn’t that too much? Do you know that some times I don’t eat in school just because I don’t want my Malay friends to see us eat and when my mom finds out she scolds us for doing that? What i want to say is that WE really thing of the people around us, so why can’t you all think of us too? If we can respect you, why can’t you respect us too? And I always thought that people are supposed to watch their mouth during the fasting month.
I was stabbed by my bro but not the stab as in tikam but.. nothing serious. forget it. Something about me la. read la read la, don’t irritate me, not in the mood for anything today.
This is to me: Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
I miss somebody right now .- try and make a guess. if correct i give you a kiss. hahaha
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses - glasses for practical uses and contacts for feeling beatiful day.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I’ve been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m smart. ( i am just hardworking, a workaholic )
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes. ( actually most of the time )
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast. ( i talk really really slow )
I have long hair.( and i am going to chop it off soon together with my fringe after SPM )
I have lost money in Las Vegas
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.( because i have big round eyes )
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I’m currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.( i hate it. talk less or no more! )
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.( but if got also, it’s to protect my self )
I’m a pretty good dancer.( i am even too shy to move, want to make me dance some more, no chance! )
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. people like that should die
I have a cell phone.( not one but two in a way )
I believe in God.( that is why I am a good person)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.( I also dunno will i even find the right man also )
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.( and i like knowing that because i love learning stuff)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.( what is so big deal about this? )
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.I do not even care who serves the best pizza
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.eeww yuck yuck!
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. childish way to think like that
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with gals.
I study for tests most of the time.( makes life really meaningless )
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. ( I don’t do piercing )
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.( when i grow big big i am going to help them )
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.( you dunno how i am so obsessed with it)
I’m proficient in a musical instrument
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.( what do you mean by that? )
I love kisses.I prefer hugs better
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.( rainbow colours are the best!! )
I can’t live without black eyeliner.( I can’t sleep without monmon beneath my cheeks)
I somehow enjoyed this thingy . I just have nothing better else to do.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle. - I can whistle slightly
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. Just one only.
I can’t stick to a diet.I never go on a diet. People will slap me.
I talk in my sleep. dee heard me saying apple before.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
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lalalalalalalala…
I won’t stab other people because stabbing is not my thing. Too bloody. But you can copy and paste and pretent to be stabbed by me if you have nothing better else to do.
Kitties are bad!! They bite one of kitty’s nipple off while sucking milk milk!! Bloody!! BTW I can talk to cats. At least to one cat. Many of you can’t. HAHAHAHAHA.
I realized when i am some ones faktor kegembiraan or even a faktor kesedihan, i don’t feel so empty. For me my faktor kegembiraan is my Dad because i get butterflies in my stomach when i see him because i just can’t wait to irritate him. This applies to my mom too because she always look sad sad, and irritating her makes her forget bout life at work for a while. heehaw. Dee is my faktor kegembiraan. When i see her, i will just go high. Aaron is my faktor kesedihan because he likes to cut my face of from the photo when i took a pic with my kitties ( see here http://aaronho.bloglogo.com/2006/10/07/assignments-are-kinda-over/ ). When I am not some ones faktor kegembiraan or a faktor kesedihan to some body, I feel empty because it means i do not have a place in their heart. Sad leh. So if some one say " You make me sad!!! You make me wanna die!! " to you, smile because you have a place in some ones heart.
Yesterday, Dee asked me " Got many boys like me, but why none of them ask me to be their girlfriend when most of my boy friends 9 out of 10 of them are brave at asking girls out? " No, she is not asking for a boyfriend but the thought just suddenly came to her. So we started to look around us and see. We have a boy friend, he is perfect, good-looking, don’t curse or say bad words, nice brother, nice friend, just perfect. BUT he is single. Why leh heh? Maybe he don’t want lar, but still i can’t imagine girls going up to him and say " Can you be my boyfriend pleeease? " So maybe it is like that, no matter how perfect you are, being a too perfect don’t attract people. Instead we need to have ATTITUDE. you know the bad bad one when where you start to say " what the f*** " or " You &%$#?&^% coward!! " etc. That day some one called me odd because i don’t use bad words. Hahaha people are funny.
