Many people don’t realize that my sis and I have chinophobia. Chinophobia is a phobia, a phobia of Chinese people. We have a phobia towards Chinese. The cause is because we don’t know mandarin. I don’t know what is wrong with Chinese people as specially strangers, when they tell you something, they tend to talk in Cantonese which I can understand and give a reply if I am forced too. But when strangers ask me things, they talk in mandarin. So i have to always say sorry I don’t know Chinese and feel so very the embarrassed and walk away… that is why in school I don’t really mix with other Chinese students or Chinese students who visit our school, afraid they might converse in mandarin while communicating with us and in the end walk away with the horrible embarrassed feeling shown on my face. I don’t like people who ask me why I can’t speak Chinese when they know i have always been studying in the national type school. It’s kind of a stupid question which i rather not answer. I also don’t like people asking me too much about my religion because I don’t really know much about my religion and when I don’t know how to answer them, they will give me this look like as though why you don’t know anything about your religion? They don’t realize that they have Pendidikan Islam in school meanwhile we don’t have Pendidikan Agama Sendiri in our school. People take things for granted. I never take my bed for granted.