It is my isolation period now. Usually i will be in this period when i feel disturbed, actually mental disturbance so bye bye world. I’ll go to school and just be with my monmon that is it and my family too.

Sometimes i think that i won’t have so many friends if i am not a twin but then i don’t really have much friends anyways. But it could be the opposite too if i’m not a twin. Some people especially in school, i’m talking about last time, used to be friends with us just because we are twins, so i kind of have second thoughts when it comes to making friends thinking that i am not as interesting as an individual than being a a twin. I mean if you are in my shoes you would understand perfectly well. I hate people who says they understand my or our situation well because they don’t. The worst thing of being a twin is that some people find us a weirdo. We freak people out and not like it’s our fault, we are already not really comfortable with starngers and we are treated as freaks. Ma and Da always say nevermind nevermind but.. it’s painful. Most of my problems that i am having now is not being an individual but more of the results of being a twin, some of you would know but there are more problems which people don’t know. But tell you something, sometimes i still cannot believe that i am a twin. sometimes it doesn’t sink in. Being a twin is not really good, if i were to have twins next time, i’ll be worried for them to go through the same situation as i did or who knows..still going through it. Why true friendship is so hard to find? I’m glad that i even have one!! I feel lucky. Love you all.

I like it when aaron got test the past few days because he will come home in the afternoon and can watch tv with him, but today after he finish test he go watch movie… boys.. as flirty as ever..